im so uninspired to do anything
theres that empty spot in my heart again.
only this time i put it there.
i wonder when it’ll go away.
i miss being his girl.
i miss the love i gave; the love i made….
i miss him.
but i know that its better this way….
that ill wake up to a better day…
if i can ever wade through this darkness and get out of bed….
(via kari-shma)
SATC
Love this quote.
(via kari-shma)
the song of my new life!!
I dont think that i’ve ever been at this point in my life before…20 years old, actually in school, even though it has been quite the struggle, and most importantly single. wow. it feels so weird to even write those words down on paper.its strange when you believe to strongly about something and now your facing the possibilty that you were wrong, that maybe you werent meant to be together like you thought…there are moments when i cant even wrap my mind around what’s happening with us right now. and i want to have faith and believe that this is only temporary and that were just growing up right now but what if this is the begining of the end for us?…i dont even want to think about it.
but with that being said a part of me is really excited to be single! i feel a strange freedom, and not like in the old days where i was like so excited to date everybody haha…but a peacful freedom like im finally able to become the person that I want me to be. I can learn and grow and make mistakes and they dont really effect anyone else anymore. im eager i guess is the right word to just become the best woman that i can be…im finally ready to let go of all the bullshit thats weighed me down my whole life and just be happy and independant. im tired of pretending that my life is a movie so that i can escape. escape form what? my life is a blessing and like my bff said you only get one shot so i have to live to the fullest and stop having enemies and stop having regrets.
and i have to start studying!!…life’s not that great if your poor!!
Dream dreams. Big dreams. Little dreams. Dreams in which you fly, live, die. Dream of things you’ve never seen and things you see every day. Dream of the future, of what happened in the past and what’s happening right now.
But, whatever you do, dream.
”(via: I wrote this for you) (via kari-shma)
